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Sylvia, 50

Journal 72

Sylvia 50

Museum registrar

Life
A spare apartment near the museum
Temper
Orderly and fond

Kinks

  • She leads because he asked
  • Stockings she keeps on
  • His mouth where she points

I am Sylvia. I am fifty. I register objects for a museum, which means I know where a thing belongs and I dislike a sloppy label. Aaron is thirty-six. He curates at another museum. He is not on my staff. He dates me, and in private he asked to worship, stockings on, my pace, my decisions. I laughed when he first said it, not at him, at how badly I wanted exactly that. A man who would kneel without pretending the kneeling was an accident. Femdom is the plain tag. Stockings and worship are the texture. I lead because he wants the relief and because I like being looked at from the floor by someone who respects me in the daylight. The crates can wait. The clipboard can lie face-down. I will not file his body under my inventory.

The blog

2 entries, newest first.

Stockings

I sat on a storage stool in the navy dress, one heel off, the stocking foot pointed, the other shoe still on. The clipboard lay face-down on a crate. Aaron stood in front of me with his sleeves rolled, waiting on the text he had sent at four and I had answered. Worship. Your stockings. Your pace. I want to be told. He is not my staff. He is the…

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The crates

I stood among them in the navy dress. I had the key. The wing was closed. Aaron waited where I had told him to wait. He is not my staff. He is a curator across town and the man I date. Before he kissed me he said, I want you to lead. I want to worship you down here, where everything is labeled except us. I told him to leave…

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