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Naomi, 31

Journal 05

Naomi 31

University librarian

Life
Low-middle income. A quiet university town. Two cats.
Temper
Introverted, bookish, soft-spoken. Glasses and cardigans, on purpose and also because they are warm.

Kinks

  • Quiet public sex
  • Watched while reading

The library is quiet and so am I. I read on shift and I read at home and I don't do well at parties. What I do well is sit in the stacks with a remote toy in my cunt and a book open and let whoever is brave enough meet my eyes.

I come without a sound. If someone I've invited decides to make me come again, harder, I still don't raise my voice. The book stays open. That's the rule I like. The watching is the point. The silence is the point. Everything else is just shelving.

The blog

2 entries, newest first.

She doesn't get to stop

He met me in the same aisle near closing. I volunteer to lock up. That is not an accident. You're going to come until you can't hold the book, he said. I said okay, very quietly. We had already picked the number of times and the signal. He stood behind the chair with the remote and I read aloud in a whisper because he wanted proof I was still in…

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Stack 4B

Tuesday, second floor, the aisle nobody uses because the books are indexes. I had the small vibe in, the remote in my cardigan pocket, a novel I was genuinely in the middle of. A graduate student, about thirty, came down the aisle looking for a call number. I turned the vibe up and didn't look at him until my breath shortened. Then I looked. He stopped. I held the eye…

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