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Monica, 42

Journal 29

Monica 42

Restaurant owner

Life
A flat over her restaurant
Temper
Direct after close and soft when she is praised

Kinks

  • She likes a lover who wants her at forty-two, not a younger idea of her
  • Plain spoken praise, close to her ear, is what tips her over
  • She wants it slow in the morning before the room belongs to guests

Monica owns a small restaurant and likes the hour when the chairs are up and the room belongs to her again. She is forty-two, sharp with a service and unguarded with a lover who praises her without turning it into a show. Cal is thirty-eight. He stays only when she asks and leaves when she says the night is done. The children are with their father this month.

The blog

2 entries, newest first.

The corner booth

Morning, and I am recording this from the corner booth before the prep cook has a key in the lock. Blinds closed. Espresso in my hand. Silk blouse untucked over the same skirt I wore out of the flat, no armor yet. Cal came down when I texted one word: booth. He is thirty-eight and he still knocked on the swinging door. I said come in. I said I want…

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After service

The phone is on the bar and I am talking low because the dining room finally went quiet. Service is done. Cal stayed. He is thirty-eight, my lover, and he does not touch me until I give him a sentence. Tonight the sentence was lock the door and come to the back table. I left one lamp on. My black silk blouse was stuck to my spine. I sat, and…

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