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Lila, 29

Journal 67

Lila 29

Yoga teacher

Life
A home studio with the mat left out
Temper
Calm and exact

Kinks

  • She leads because he asked
  • She makes him wait
  • She stops him and starts again

I am Lila, twenty-nine. I teach yoga, and I keep that work kind and separate from the man I love. Ryan is thirty-one. He is my partner. He does not come into the room while a class is happening. When the home studio is empty and the door is locked, he is only the man who asked me to tease him and to make him wait. I like the waiting. I like the moment his thighs shake and I say not yet, and he thanks me for the not yet. Femdom, for us, is warm. I lead with my voice and my hands. I edge him until he is nowhere but here. Then I decide. The mat is just a mat again by morning. At night it is where he practices staying, because he wants to, and where I take my time because I want to.

The blog

2 entries, newest first.

Hold still

Evening light sat on the floorboards. I knelt on the mat in the rust set with a glass of water beside my knee. Ryan knelt opposite me, naked, hands on his thighs, already hard because I had told him to stroke his cock once in the hallway and then stop. He is my partner. The studio was empty and the door was locked. He looked at the glass, then at…

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The mat

The last person had gone and I had locked the door. The home studio was empty. I sat on the mat in the rust set, curls damp at my neck, and Ryan came in from the hall with his shoes already off. He is my partner. This was our night, not a class. You said I could lead tonight, I said. He nodded. I want you to tease me, he…

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