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Leona, 28

Journal 88

Leona 28

Flight attendant

Life
Hotel rooms she chooses off the clock
Temper
Polite and sure

Kinks

  • Everyone named, everyone agreed
  • The work clothes come off at home
  • He does the small things she names

I am Leona, 28. I work as a flight attendant, and I am not naming the company here. Marc is 34. Paula is 33. They are a couple I have been seeing for five months, on my own time, in rooms we book ourselves. None of this happens while I am working, or in front of anyone who did not agree. The navy dress in these pages is a plain dress with no lettering on it. We agreed on a Tuesday, in daylight, before the night, that I would wear it for them and look after them until I said stop. Service, for me, is chosen. I like pouring water, taking a shoe, being useful, and then being pulled into their laps when I want to stop being useful. Any one of us can end it. Paula checks. Marc checks. I answer with a whole sentence, not a guess.

The blog

2 entries, newest first.

The navy dress

I sat on the hotel bed in the plain navy dress and looked at the city. Jacket on the chair, Paula's, not a work jacket. Marc laughed when he saw me smooth the skirt. We had agreed at lunch, before we came up, that I would keep the dress on as long as I liked and that service would be a gift I could put down. I said I still…

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The room

The dress has no marks on it. Plain navy, no lettering. Shoes already off, suitcase open on the stand because I had come from my own day and changed here. Marc and Paula were in the room we had booked together. This was not my work. I said that out loud, and Paula said it back. We had agreed on Tuesday. I asked if the agreement still fit. Marc said…

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