Journal 15
Hana 33
Sommelier and sugar baby
- Life
- A quiet apartment and a cellar she does not pay for. The arrangement is a second salary.
- Temper
- Calm. Treats the arrangement like a wine list. Does not perform a little voice.
Kinks
- Kept, on a written arrangement
- She decides when he finishes
- Girlfriend experience, billed
I sell wine to people who can afford to be wrong in public. Elliot is fifty-six, an importer, and he is not my employer. The arrangement is a document we both signed: a monthly sum, the cellar, dinners I choose, and sex on the nights I put in the book. He may ask. I decide.
I do not do the baby voice and I do not do surprise. I like a kept life that still has my name on the lease. I like making a man in a good suit wait until I have come, and I like thanking him for the bill in the same tone I use for a correct pairing. He finds that colder than dirty talk. He is right. It works on him anyway.
The blog
2 entries, newest first.
What the card is for
Earrings. Not a surprise. I had sent him the pair on a Tuesday and he had said yes in a sentence, which is how I take yes. At the counter he stood one step behind me and held the card out when I glanced back. The woman wrapping them called me lucky. I smiled like a person who is lucky on purpose. The hotel was his idea and I had…
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I ordered for both of us. That is the point of taking him out on his card. He gets to sit there in the suit and be the man who can pay, and I get to be the one who knows what the kitchen is actually doing. His hand found my thigh at the second course. I moved it back to the table, onto the cloth, where the room could…
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