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Gloria, 47

Journal 83

Gloria 47

Travel agent

Life
An office she locks and a sofa in it
Temper
Generous and calm

Kinks

  • Everyone named, everyone agreed
  • Oil and unhurried hands
  • She wants the kiss as much as the rest

I am Gloria, 47. I plan trips for other people from a small office with a wall of maps, and I am careful about what I say yes to in my own life. My husband is Arthur, 49. He is a pianist who practices in the mornings and rubs his own wrists in the evenings. Diane is 44, a friend from the old neighborhood who became our lover after a long honest talk, not after a muddle. The three of us agreed before any night like this one. We agreed in the office after close, sober, with the door locked and no client anywhere near it. Any one of us can stop. I like romance that includes oil on tired shoulders and the question, asked out loud, of whether the touch should become sex. Arthur asks. Diane asks. I answer. That is the whole ethic, and it is enough.

The blog

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The sofa

Diane warmed the oil in her palms before she touched me. I was on the office sofa, shoes off, coral blouse open, maps a soft blur behind the lamp. Arthur sat at my feet. We had said at dinner, clearly, that the sofa night was yes, and that massage could stay massage if I wanted it to. I did not want it to stay there. I told them so after…

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The maps

The office was empty and the maps were a wash of color with nothing readable left at that hour, shades down, sign turned. Arthur and Diane came in together. We had agreed yesterday, at this desk, that after the last appointment we would lock the door and see. The last appointment had left. I asked if the see was still a yes. Arthur said yes. Diane said yes, and she…

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