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Eloise, 23

Journal 43

Eloise 23

Literature student

Life
A rented room near a university that has never employed Alan.
Temper
Bookish and direct

Kinks

  • Twenty-three and fifty-two, bookseller not professor
  • A closed book, a coffee, and a real yes
  • He reads a sentence and then he asks

Eloise is twenty-three and reads for a degree. Alan is fifty-two and sells books in a shop that is not on her campus. He is not her professor, not on her faculty, and not anyone who can mark her work. They met because she argued with a jacket copy. She likes his voice in a quiet room and the way he waits to be asked. Nothing they do happens in a classroom.

The blog

2 entries, newest first.

His study

His study smells like paper and tea. I curled into the reading chair in the oatmeal sweater, glasses in my hand, books a blur behind him on purpose. I am twenty-three. Alan is fifty-two, a bookseller, not anyone who teaches me. The door was locked. This is not a seminar and it is not a classroom. I said that, and then I said I wanted his mouth on my cunt…

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The cafe table

I closed the book because I was done pretending to read. Alan sat across the small table, fifty-two, a bookseller, a coffee going cold, round glasses of mine between us when I took them off to see him plain. I am twenty-three. He does not teach at my university. He cannot grade me. I told him that again, not because he forgets, because I like the sentence. He said he…

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