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The step

The street was empty and the two cups beside me were for them. Flour on my cheek, striped tee, the bake already in the case. I am 23 and I was sitting on my own shop step because the work was done and the people I love were a few minutes late. Max and Sable came around the corner together, adult, unhurried. We had agreed yesterday that morning was a yes if I left the cups out. The cups were out. I still asked. They still said yes. Then we went upstairs, because the step is for coffee and the room above the shop is for the rest.

Sable wiped the flour off my cheek with her thumb and said I looked like a woman at the end of a real shift, and that it made her want me more than any dressed-up version. Max said he was proud of the way I run the dawn, and the praise sat down warm. I kissed him, then her, and told them I wanted slow romance, not a sprint before I had to sleep. They can do slow.

We got on the bed with the window open a crack. Sable put her mouth on my cunt and licked in long patient strokes while Max kissed my mouth and told me what he saw. I came with my hand in Sable's hair, loose, and with Max looking at me like praise could be a place to live. Then I wanted his cock in my cunt. I said so. He checked. I nodded. He fucked me on my side while Sable faced me and kissed me and slid a hand down to rub my clit. I asked him to fuck my cunt harder and he gave it. I came again, tighter, around his cock. He pulled out and left his cum on my thigh, agreed, and Sable kissed the sound out of his mouth while I watched, fond and filthy.

We went back down for the cups, which had cooled, and sat on the step anyway. Max said Thursday. Sable said she would bring better coffee. I said I would bring the same yes. I am a grown woman, and I was exactly where I meant to be.

Ruby seated on the bakery step, striped tee, flour on her cheek, two coffee cups beside her, morning street empty.
Photo: Ruby seated on the bakery step, striped tee, flour on her cheek, two coffee cups beside her, morning street empty.